.: we ♥ you :,( :.

.April04th10, around 01:45am.

sume org in da fmly sedih ble tkenangkn tarikh nie.
baby abg sy pejamkn mata dia tuk slamanya lepas x sampai dua hari dia kt dunia.
x sempat pon kami pgg+cium dia ms dia bnyawa :,(
Boy. lahir on April02nd10 around 12:50pm. ceasear, sbb heart beat bby lemah sgt.
after doc kuarkn dia, dia ok. stable. few minutes after dat, dia perlukn bantuan oksigen.
terus ke icu. pagi esk nye, dia stable, so doc msukkn kt ward biasa.
tp.. ptg tu ke icu blk. dia weak sgt2. bdn kecil dia bselirat ngn wayar.
tgh mlm nya, doc called coz baby xstable, kne gne oksigen machine.
then.. condition dia makin tenat. critical. :,(
doc kate paru2 dia kne jgkitan kuman n da attack jantung dia.
b4 dia pejamkn mata tuk slamanya..doc bg dia electric shock twice!
bayangkn la mcmane baby yg sekecik tu kne electric shock. huuuuuuuuuuuuurgh..xsanggup nyaa..
yg sadisnye...~ptg tu ms kt icu. abg sy msuk jmpe dia, gosok kepala dia, dia bkk mata tgk abg sy.. abg sy bkk jari dia. dia genggam kuat slh satu jari abg sy smbil mata dia sayu tgk abg sy.. seolah2 nk bgtau dia skt sgt!. tu la yg wat abg sy xbrenti nangis smpai baby slamat brsemadi~ :,(
sy n MRD lg sedey sbb kami x dbenarkn tgk pon jasad baby ms proses b4 tanam memandangkn sy tgh sarat cmni. org2 tua x benarkn. tuhan je tau. nk sgt kami tgk dia. cium dia ms org kapankn. tp.. tu lah. nasihat org tua tpksa kne patuh.
dia da tentu2 terus ke syurga. tp kita ntah ke mane la kn. kata sume, jasad dia mcm bdk tdo n senyum je....

sume org tgk dia dr proses mandi smpai tanam.
sume org cium jasad dia.
sume org mgalir air mata tgk jasad dia.
sgt trsentuh hati ble ingatkn cane sakitnye dia sblm dia pejamkn mata :,(

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sincerly: sufy ismail
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